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There's another side of things just seen- another side of the coin; the backside of a page, a door to a .
a new world of sorts. I find it funny that it's not much more then unknown to most people;
for that place is where all the real stuff happens; it's the headquarters to what some may call 'destiny',
it's the mirror that won't play merciful towards you, it's where you need to be to know
where and who you are. Why do you think so many people feel misunderstood, huh?
The events that happen in this place tell your true story.
So Shoot me out to another land- set me afire, let me take the plunge;
and toss me down to earth again; a new land, a new atmosphere.
He told me that He was dealing with me- this young girl, this future leader.
"Liar, LOOK at me!!" I felt to say but I didn't, because I feel I know you well
if only I could breathe and grab your arm before you turn to leave.
I've taken a road that I swear, I would have never gone thinking God knows what
I was afraid to admit, that I was set on self-destruct.
I feel like I was born, destroying everything I love. But I'll put my heart on reconstruct.
and thank you God; for giving me the insight- so I might make these wrongs right.
Because drowning myself in such a shallow sea- that's not the life for me.
Is this the finger or just another fist? Is this the kingdom . or just a hit and miss?
All misdirection and young misconception
you say we have breakthrough so is this what YOU call "freedom"?
And is this what they call "pain"?
But it's not my place to be a judge of you I could never be that person-
I know we don't see eye to eye, but when the world caves in I'll know.
Is there's nothing here worth saving? Is no one here at all? Is there any net left
that could break my blazing, tail-spun fall? Nothing left to sing? Are there any
left who haven't kissed the enemy, and then raised their hands with snow-white wings?
So now I'm watching this screen the same one that haunts me ever so often.
These lies played out before my eyes, pointing and yelling, and saying with these lies how they know everything!!!
Everything comes easy! Well I rarely have it easy these days! I'm just a kid!! And you
...you sit there, and you judge my commitment!?!! Then you switch masks and
do the same to others and smile and laugh amongst yourselves like you have all the reasoning??
You people could say that I'm the bad guy!?
Never to my face, of COURSE- you're too good to do that!!
Was it because I was weak? I was weak once or twice? Was it because
I smiled?! Was I too much of a fool? Do I not meet your level?!
Well, let me tell you Pray for me because I right now, I can't control this person behind my hands.
But I will learn to, by grace.
Does justice never find you? Do the wicked never lose?
Justice is IN you, the wicked are BOUND to lose.
Is there any honest people here, who still believe in pure intentions?
I've dug up miles and miles of land, I've put dents in my walls and scars on my hands.
Clinging to the little I had left, and carving a brand new void inside of me. 100 foot
walls I did create, using my name, my ears, my eyes, my life; rising higher with the earth I've disturbed.
Revealing a mess that I have made from what?
(That just goes to show you how much I can do alone .)
I've just let pile and pile up, 'till the sun gets blocked from my eyes and I have
created a new cave for me to lie in maybe it'll be my grave too.
But NO.
Infiltrate the heart of the enemy! Before they suck my stream of life- before my public hanging,
before my lonely drowning- I'll show you what I'm capable of.
Rejecting, infecting- the strongest breed of chaos to corrupt our world is
Fear.
But I have not been abandoned! No, I have not been! Not deserted and I have not been forgotten.
I guess what I'm trying to say is- I need you. I have you. I need you here, I have you now;
and I have security as I'm flying blind.
But I'm also paralyzed, so I need you to do something for me maybe I got myself
into this mess myself, maybe I've been losing the battle of my mind- so I'll ask for a favor.
I'll write some signs, I'll post some signals to lead you there- to explore the cave that is my chest. As you walk in,
you'll clearly see there's nothing left. But I hear it- Your whispers echo off the walls- And you can hear my distant calls.
Recognize it's the voice of who I used to be. Screaming out "someone, someone please"
Please shine a light into the black. Wade through the depths, strike me in the chest and bring me back.
I'm armed to the teeth; all I've got is a shell of what I had when I first started . it's better to lose and say
"But I stood." then to let them bleed me without a fight. I'm bleeding, dusk to dawn: There's no questioning that-
but I've still got enough to make it last, I know he's giving me grace to bleed and not die.
Be careful how you make your move, be careful how you play the days .how many times do you want to try?
How many times do you want to die?
Maybe I will die someday- but I know He is life, and I know he's not done with me yet.
Still, I have no plans to die today- I'll unsheathe my sword and slay the day.
My hope runs underneath it all, The day that I'll be home I just need to remember that It won't be long-
because I belong
Somewhere past that setting sun, past this crowd of simpletons and judges-
there'll come a day were I'm finally free, finally strong and finally back where I belong.
I'll take a good look at myself and know, that I've got myself a ways to go-
I can take back all the lost control and see, that I'll emerge eventually.
As long as my heart's within the hands of scar and sun.
So If and when, there ever is a next time .I just want you to know that if one thing's true-
it's the greatness I see in you.
My dear friend, Take a good look at yourself and know- you've got yourself a ways to go.
But difficult is never impossible, so you can take back all the lost control- take a good look
at yourself and see that you'll rise up eventually; just remember to keep your heart close
by to the only thing that can save you from yourself because you are your worst enemy.
Let the right say "I was wrong" and you'll not be wrong. Don't give up, it's not the end-
because there's hope for every fallen man.
I'll put my heart on reconstruct. Thank you god; for giving me the insight- so I might make these wrongs right.
Because failure is a blessing in disguise
And know we still have a sky, and know we still have a destiny.

















































































































































































